Beginning to worry...of course what's new?
I'm beginning to wonder if I am meant to be alone. Everytime I think that I have found someone who just might work, I get screwed over. I'm not saying purposely, well with Ken it was, but I end up drawing the short straw so to speak.
I'm sure it doesn't help that I am gaining even more weight than I lost in the first place. I guess that's what happens when you can't really do any physical activty. I'm not allowed to walk too much, I'm not allowed to do more than like 10 crunches, absolutely no sit ups, and of course not allowed to lift anything. This sucks. I'm going to be the same overweight, overbearing chick I always have been.
I don't get it, I'm a nice person. I do what I can to help people, and it goes unrecognized, or it is looked on upon as weird. Is this world getting that bad, that you can't even be nice to a person without them looking at you like you're crazy?
I'm just in a really depressed mode. I pretty much know that Jon wasn't the guy for me, but hey, I still liked him, and although I know I'm better off this way, it's kind of hard to not be a little disappointed. To wonder, what was all the crap about the last time I saw him?
I'm confused, lonely, and just plain old pathetic I guess. Well, have a lovely day, and a beautiful tomorrow.
Lindsay
I'm sure it doesn't help that I am gaining even more weight than I lost in the first place. I guess that's what happens when you can't really do any physical activty. I'm not allowed to walk too much, I'm not allowed to do more than like 10 crunches, absolutely no sit ups, and of course not allowed to lift anything. This sucks. I'm going to be the same overweight, overbearing chick I always have been.
I don't get it, I'm a nice person. I do what I can to help people, and it goes unrecognized, or it is looked on upon as weird. Is this world getting that bad, that you can't even be nice to a person without them looking at you like you're crazy?
I'm just in a really depressed mode. I pretty much know that Jon wasn't the guy for me, but hey, I still liked him, and although I know I'm better off this way, it's kind of hard to not be a little disappointed. To wonder, what was all the crap about the last time I saw him?
I'm confused, lonely, and just plain old pathetic I guess. Well, have a lovely day, and a beautiful tomorrow.
Lindsay