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I hold so much inside it hurts. I took an extra day off work today just to be alone with myself and take a little time to grieve. My Pa Pa passed away early Sunday Morning...I know with out a doubt that he is in Heaven, anyone that has met him knows it too. I am just selfish and not ready to say goodbye. But I did and I will move on knowing that he is watching over me, all the happy memories are fresh in my mind and I am doing my best not to remember him as he was the last several months of his life but rather as the Jolly man that loved to laugh and make others laugh and cared sooo much for people. I love you Pa Pa and will always miss you!!! My only regret is that I have not followed in your foot steps and made something wonderful of myself, but I am glad that I realize this and have the opportunity to turn it around and live a life that would make you sooo proud.