(no subject)
in my life i have had a lot of fun but I have also had a lot of things that i regret there are many times that I speak before I think and I regret a lot of the things that are said at those times...I miss a lot of things and I think at times I may confuse this with regret...does that make sense? I miss being a kid I guess I'm at the point where I should be way more mature than I am but in my head all I want is to be young and carefree...this is where some of my regret comes in I am 23 married and ready to start a family every weekend We have our friends over we drink and play games and I feel like that is something I should have done when I was like 19 its funny I never really drank when it was illegal not a lot any way most of my drinking came after I was of age.... so I never got the rebel rush I guess you could call it you know the feeling of knowing that you are doing something wrong as well as the drunkenness...well anyway this little rant has gotten far off track and no longer makes any sense....so I on that note I shall bid you adieu