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I am really depressed and stressed... I need a new job thought that I had a good lead on one but I was wrong so on Monday I am going to look for real I need something bad I really hate sam's...Then Chris is mad at me because I have screwed up our money once again I don't know why but I just can not seem to get it right I keep fucking it up...He is also disappointed in my because I have yet to get myself figured out I mean I don't have any clue as to where my life is headed I need to find something something quick and long lasting that will support us so that we can have a family someday...anyway GRRRRRR I am just down