its been a few...
i dont really know what to say....i miss it but its so good to not have to worry about all that bullshit on an everyday basis i wanted out but i could only bring myself to say that through 8 shots of tequila and three beers which im ashamed of....im actually ashamed of alot of things from that situation and maybe in another time and another place it could have succeeded but as for now this is obviously whats best and ive had more of a smile on my face this past week than since ive come back here. as a side note the nashville boy matt is completely adorable from what im getting to know of him but the last one is still stinging pretty good so well see how things go, hes still in nashville but im sure there will be weekend visits to come and i wouldnt mind being in something that wasnt so serious i guess it should be a nice switch to someone a lil taller and a lil thinner with blonde hair and blue eyes....cute cute cute cute cute and i havent said that in four months CUTE CUTE!!!