Love, Life, & Ligers
well so i haven't written in here in a lil bit. been contemplating whether or not to end this completely. but i guess i'll keep it a lil while longer.
well, i've definately had a great time the past week or whatever. will came to visit me for a few days. that was fun. i realized how nice it is to still have him in my life as one of my best friends. alot of people don't have the relationship that we have. i almost feel bad for them. but i was really glad that he was here and keeping me sane.
lets see, i had another photoshoot! that was fun. even though i was so exhausted i could hardly stand. but it went well. it was my first paying one too! so hell yeah!
i met 2 guys while out on my walk. that was well interesting. first i was stoped by larry. talked to him for a bit and exchanged numbers then went on my way. few minutes later, literally it was like 2, a car drvies by and honks. i'm like ok whatever. its not the 1st time thats happened. so i think nothing of it and keep walking. then a car pulls up into a parking lot that i'm almost at and i realize it was the car that honked at me! the guy got out of his car and walked up to me. i didnt really know what to do. he was like do you want a ride? so many things were going through my head at that moment. i was thinking 'never take rides from strangers,' and then i was thinking that this could the moment i get kidnapped, rapedm and then murdered. but at that point i didnt really give a damn. so i got in. talked to him on the way home amd stuff. he seemed not so bad. so we exchanged #'s and i went inside. later i get a call from larry asking me if i had anything up for the night. i was like nope. he said he'd call me when he got off work. cool. whatever. then later, danny-the guy from the car, called and we talked for like a half hour. and that's real long for me. but anyways we decided to go out to a movie, the longest yard. thank god someone finally took me to see it. but yeah it was great, obviously. he kept looking at me during the movie and that was kinda freaking me out. so i kept going what? and he'd be like nothing. then i was like why do you keep looking at me? and he goes, sorry i can't help it. psh, whatever. then he dropped me back off at the house and i went to bed. oh yeah and larry and someone else called while i was at the movie but i was too tired to call back. danny called the next day. asked if i wanted to go somewhere with him. sure, whatever. so i packed an over night bag. we went to his sister's house, which is worth $3 million and is on the beach. i seriously thought i was in paradise! it was so amazing there. the view was amazing. we watched the sunset. it was so pretty. it was pink and purple right over the water. i kept wondering why i was there and what made me deserve this beautiful thing. but yea i was defineatly living it up mary-kate and ashley style there. haha, my plan is even closer now. lol. i had a great time there and didnt do anything that i knew i would regret later on.
hmm, whatelse? oh, last night i went out with larry. he had been trying to call me but i didnt have service there. but he picked me up and we went out to the hottubs. that was an experience! i had never been there before. it was so nice. there was a fireplace there by the hottub and it was kinda outside. like there were walls all around it but there was no ceiling. so when we looked up we could see the tops of the trees and the stars in the dark sky. once again that was so beautiful! i felt kinda weird being in my swimsuit in front of him when i didnt really know him. but i got to know him while we were there and stuff. anyways after that he took me back to the house. i had classes and work the next day and he had work.
speak of the devil, SPEAK OF HIM! haha larry just called, he's only 3hours and 48mins late from the time he said he'd call, but hey at least he did call. we're probably gonna do something tomorrow. after my classes and work.
whoa, this is long. and i'm not done yet. lol. but anyways, i'm not real sure what to do about danny, and larry. and then there's the not-so-new ones too. i dont know if i really want to get too involved with any of them. there's someone else who is on my mind all the time lately. but it'd be near impossible for us to be together. i mean i'm here. he's going to school close to north dakota. so i dont know what to do. i miss him. there's these things about him. and i get these feelings from him and no one else. everytime i hear his ring on my phone, i get butterflies. i forget all my problems when i'm thinking about him. his voice makes me calm, yet excited. he never fails to make me laugh. he makes me want to do things that i normally wouldn't do. he gives me hope and faith. he's the only one that i've ever seen a true future with. but more than anything, i want him to be happy, even if that means he's with some other girl. but i will not wish for anything, not hope for anything, not get my heart set on something, all i will do is cherish the friendship we have now.
ok, i'm getting tired so i think its time to end this true short story of Lindsay's Life, Love, & Ligers. lol i couldnt think of a better L word. goodnight
well, i've definately had a great time the past week or whatever. will came to visit me for a few days. that was fun. i realized how nice it is to still have him in my life as one of my best friends. alot of people don't have the relationship that we have. i almost feel bad for them. but i was really glad that he was here and keeping me sane.
lets see, i had another photoshoot! that was fun. even though i was so exhausted i could hardly stand. but it went well. it was my first paying one too! so hell yeah!
i met 2 guys while out on my walk. that was well interesting. first i was stoped by larry. talked to him for a bit and exchanged numbers then went on my way. few minutes later, literally it was like 2, a car drvies by and honks. i'm like ok whatever. its not the 1st time thats happened. so i think nothing of it and keep walking. then a car pulls up into a parking lot that i'm almost at and i realize it was the car that honked at me! the guy got out of his car and walked up to me. i didnt really know what to do. he was like do you want a ride? so many things were going through my head at that moment. i was thinking 'never take rides from strangers,' and then i was thinking that this could the moment i get kidnapped, rapedm and then murdered. but at that point i didnt really give a damn. so i got in. talked to him on the way home amd stuff. he seemed not so bad. so we exchanged #'s and i went inside. later i get a call from larry asking me if i had anything up for the night. i was like nope. he said he'd call me when he got off work. cool. whatever. then later, danny-the guy from the car, called and we talked for like a half hour. and that's real long for me. but anyways we decided to go out to a movie, the longest yard. thank god someone finally took me to see it. but yeah it was great, obviously. he kept looking at me during the movie and that was kinda freaking me out. so i kept going what? and he'd be like nothing. then i was like why do you keep looking at me? and he goes, sorry i can't help it. psh, whatever. then he dropped me back off at the house and i went to bed. oh yeah and larry and someone else called while i was at the movie but i was too tired to call back. danny called the next day. asked if i wanted to go somewhere with him. sure, whatever. so i packed an over night bag. we went to his sister's house, which is worth $3 million and is on the beach. i seriously thought i was in paradise! it was so amazing there. the view was amazing. we watched the sunset. it was so pretty. it was pink and purple right over the water. i kept wondering why i was there and what made me deserve this beautiful thing. but yea i was defineatly living it up mary-kate and ashley style there. haha, my plan is even closer now. lol. i had a great time there and didnt do anything that i knew i would regret later on.
hmm, whatelse? oh, last night i went out with larry. he had been trying to call me but i didnt have service there. but he picked me up and we went out to the hottubs. that was an experience! i had never been there before. it was so nice. there was a fireplace there by the hottub and it was kinda outside. like there were walls all around it but there was no ceiling. so when we looked up we could see the tops of the trees and the stars in the dark sky. once again that was so beautiful! i felt kinda weird being in my swimsuit in front of him when i didnt really know him. but i got to know him while we were there and stuff. anyways after that he took me back to the house. i had classes and work the next day and he had work.
speak of the devil, SPEAK OF HIM! haha larry just called, he's only 3hours and 48mins late from the time he said he'd call, but hey at least he did call. we're probably gonna do something tomorrow. after my classes and work.
whoa, this is long. and i'm not done yet. lol. but anyways, i'm not real sure what to do about danny, and larry. and then there's the not-so-new ones too. i dont know if i really want to get too involved with any of them. there's someone else who is on my mind all the time lately. but it'd be near impossible for us to be together. i mean i'm here. he's going to school close to north dakota. so i dont know what to do. i miss him. there's these things about him. and i get these feelings from him and no one else. everytime i hear his ring on my phone, i get butterflies. i forget all my problems when i'm thinking about him. his voice makes me calm, yet excited. he never fails to make me laugh. he makes me want to do things that i normally wouldn't do. he gives me hope and faith. he's the only one that i've ever seen a true future with. but more than anything, i want him to be happy, even if that means he's with some other girl. but i will not wish for anything, not hope for anything, not get my heart set on something, all i will do is cherish the friendship we have now.
ok, i'm getting tired so i think its time to end this true short story of Lindsay's Life, Love, & Ligers. lol i couldnt think of a better L word. goodnight