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I haven't written in here in so long, I almost forget my password.
I've kinda forgotten what to say as well.
I have discovered a new passion- yoga. I want to be good at it so bad. I really enjoy working hard to get better. I feel so much more flexible and such. It's too hard to think and do it, or you'll fall over. You have to clear your mind and just focus on your body. I love it.
I have been so lonely these days. I feel like all I do is work or hang out with Neil- but he is with Phil so much and he works even more. I'm jealous of that golf course, it sucks up all my boyfriend's time. I'm SO ready for college- but then, at the same time, not at all. I cannot wait to make new friends but there is going to be so much newness to get used it. Summer has been suiting we very well- everything is familiar. It seems to be slipping by and the actulization that I will be moving out in less than a month keeps eeking it's way into my thoughts. I got the Target dorm magazine and that made me excited about school. I'm still so nervous. I'm a pretty friendly girl, so I know I'm not going to have any problem meeting people or anything like that- but the sheer fact that this college thing is uncharted territry scares me. But I've always been one to enjoy trying new things. I took up swimming at the ripe old age of 17- that takes guts. doing something you've never done before. I'm proud of myself for that. I wasn't the fastest swimmer by far- but I did it. I even came in 2nd once.
The unknown seems so much less terrifying once you shed a little light upon it. I just like my routine. I hate asking people for help or direction- I like being the helper. I just can't wait to get to UGA and get in my groove- then everything will be just peachy.
Okay then... well I suppose I'm off to bed. I've gotta long day tomorrow- volunteering, gym, work... Ek. I need a break.
I've kinda forgotten what to say as well.
I have discovered a new passion- yoga. I want to be good at it so bad. I really enjoy working hard to get better. I feel so much more flexible and such. It's too hard to think and do it, or you'll fall over. You have to clear your mind and just focus on your body. I love it.
I have been so lonely these days. I feel like all I do is work or hang out with Neil- but he is with Phil so much and he works even more. I'm jealous of that golf course, it sucks up all my boyfriend's time. I'm SO ready for college- but then, at the same time, not at all. I cannot wait to make new friends but there is going to be so much newness to get used it. Summer has been suiting we very well- everything is familiar. It seems to be slipping by and the actulization that I will be moving out in less than a month keeps eeking it's way into my thoughts. I got the Target dorm magazine and that made me excited about school. I'm still so nervous. I'm a pretty friendly girl, so I know I'm not going to have any problem meeting people or anything like that- but the sheer fact that this college thing is uncharted territry scares me. But I've always been one to enjoy trying new things. I took up swimming at the ripe old age of 17- that takes guts. doing something you've never done before. I'm proud of myself for that. I wasn't the fastest swimmer by far- but I did it. I even came in 2nd once.
The unknown seems so much less terrifying once you shed a little light upon it. I just like my routine. I hate asking people for help or direction- I like being the helper. I just can't wait to get to UGA and get in my groove- then everything will be just peachy.
Okay then... well I suppose I'm off to bed. I've gotta long day tomorrow- volunteering, gym, work... Ek. I need a break.