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Goodness! Where to start... So I really just didn't do much this weekend! Friday night i started reading my book again!I love the JJ book everytime i read that thing i catch something new!Sat. I layed out all day and just chilled! Today I went shopping with missy I found an amazing pair of Steve Maddens that i wanted so bad but they were a lil pricey for todays adventure I am kinda broke! But I did manage to buy the Cosmo Water Kama Sutra book and a Pam Anderson Book. So I didn't talk to tony all weekend and honestly.. i don't know what is going on with him. it isn't like him to not return my phone calls at all! but whatever I am sure i'll talk to him again someday! Maybe when I get his shirt I ordered for him from AE. The one he just had to have so being the nice person i am i went and had them order it cuz they didnt' have it in the store! I don't know anymore! I am so tired of crying everynight because i am not good enough for him... I don't know what to do anymore! I have tried to change myself so much just to be the right person and I guess no matter how much i try to change and how much I try I am never gonna be the girl he wants to be with. I dont' know what else to do and I dont' wanna give up but I think I am at the point where I am gonna have to! I mean I don't want to.. I just wish i was that girl! anyway I am gonna go now i guess.. I am gonna get goin i guess!! Hope ya'll have a super night! Love ya :) Maybe I'll update later tonight :)