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I had the worst weekend ever! Where do I begin?
Friday Night started off amazing! Ta Missy and I went to Red Lobster I am not a big Fan of sea food so I ordered Fish and yea I took a diet pill so i wasn't real hungry anyway! So all I ended up eating was my Salad anyway... WE went back to my house Missy's Bro brought over some beer and drank with us for a lil while Then the Dance party Started! I talked to tony and then the night kinda went like a rollercoaster! I told him he was being kinda mean..( I am at work can't swear lol) so then he hung up on me! that mad me a little upset so then I just drank more! As I proceeded to just chug beers I realized I was wasted! Missy was gonna jump in the pool fully clothed and kept asking me if she was gonna drown if she did! and i said yes so she should get out!! She did! Then we went inside to find Ta! She was myspace beaking and that was fun! So we sat upstairs and had a lil dance party I was dancing with the pole to the steamer! Then Missy and I went back outside at this time I had my bathing suit on and I jumped in the pool and Jumped back out! Then Missy's Brother and his friend came over and we played some bean bag game! They set up spot lights in my back yard! Missy and I sucked! so that game was short!! Then we just chilled on the back porch for a lil while then about 2 am everyone went home and I went to bed because I had to be up to go to work at 8! Well when morning rolled around I wasn't getting out of bed! I called Missy and she being the best friend in the world went into work for me... I was suppose to go to my nephews graduation party in Grand Rapids but I couldn't move! I didn't crawl out of bed till about 5 pm for the first time! Then I slept till about 10 then I went to missy's but my dad had yelled at me before that so I was upset so he called missy and told her i was upset just to warn her he said. so then i was super mad and just drove around for an hour and complained to missy! God she is such a good friend!!! WEll sunday Missy and I went to her Granpas on Byram lake and we went out in this dingy thing and that was fun cuz we can't paddle and we tried! so then it started raining and it was just a blast! We swam and stuff!!! Her grandpas friends were buzzin so that was fun! I killed some bee's in the barn and stuff!
yea... so i am so sick and tired of not being good enough... I don't know what it is going to take for me to be just the perfect person for him.... I know people tell me constantly lindsay why are you settling.. but for me I dont'feel like i am settling.. i don't know i feel like thats the one person who i am so much alike.. and we have so much in common.. i miss talking to him every night for hours like we use to do and just being able to call him whenever i need someone to talk to... I know i have the best friends in the world and they are always there for me but i don't know! I am done for now I am at work so I'll update later on :)
Lindsay
Friday Night started off amazing! Ta Missy and I went to Red Lobster I am not a big Fan of sea food so I ordered Fish and yea I took a diet pill so i wasn't real hungry anyway! So all I ended up eating was my Salad anyway... WE went back to my house Missy's Bro brought over some beer and drank with us for a lil while Then the Dance party Started! I talked to tony and then the night kinda went like a rollercoaster! I told him he was being kinda mean..( I am at work can't swear lol) so then he hung up on me! that mad me a little upset so then I just drank more! As I proceeded to just chug beers I realized I was wasted! Missy was gonna jump in the pool fully clothed and kept asking me if she was gonna drown if she did! and i said yes so she should get out!! She did! Then we went inside to find Ta! She was myspace beaking and that was fun! So we sat upstairs and had a lil dance party I was dancing with the pole to the steamer! Then Missy and I went back outside at this time I had my bathing suit on and I jumped in the pool and Jumped back out! Then Missy's Brother and his friend came over and we played some bean bag game! They set up spot lights in my back yard! Missy and I sucked! so that game was short!! Then we just chilled on the back porch for a lil while then about 2 am everyone went home and I went to bed because I had to be up to go to work at 8! Well when morning rolled around I wasn't getting out of bed! I called Missy and she being the best friend in the world went into work for me... I was suppose to go to my nephews graduation party in Grand Rapids but I couldn't move! I didn't crawl out of bed till about 5 pm for the first time! Then I slept till about 10 then I went to missy's but my dad had yelled at me before that so I was upset so he called missy and told her i was upset just to warn her he said. so then i was super mad and just drove around for an hour and complained to missy! God she is such a good friend!!! WEll sunday Missy and I went to her Granpas on Byram lake and we went out in this dingy thing and that was fun cuz we can't paddle and we tried! so then it started raining and it was just a blast! We swam and stuff!!! Her grandpas friends were buzzin so that was fun! I killed some bee's in the barn and stuff!
yea... so i am so sick and tired of not being good enough... I don't know what it is going to take for me to be just the perfect person for him.... I know people tell me constantly lindsay why are you settling.. but for me I dont'feel like i am settling.. i don't know i feel like thats the one person who i am so much alike.. and we have so much in common.. i miss talking to him every night for hours like we use to do and just being able to call him whenever i need someone to talk to... I know i have the best friends in the world and they are always there for me but i don't know! I am done for now I am at work so I'll update later on :)
Lindsay