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so im back at my parent's house again while they go have fun in southern cali for the week... its like, what? were they ever home? yep, they were. just for the weekend tho. the weekend was pretty fun... i hung out with erin friday night at her house and we watched this independent-type film that was in spanish (subtitles are my friend). on saturday i went with erin and her sis to lake of the woods. her family has a cabin up there and it's so cute! we went innertubing! it was so fun. stayed up there all day. on sunday, i hung out with my mom. we went to fred meyer to get some food and misc. for college. she bought me this darling planner that has green textured fabric and a button. so retro. hehe. i need to keep track of assignments and things, so hopefully it will work for me. ive really never been much of a joural/planner type person... im just a wanna be.
so im thinking i may have to drop my telecourses this week. i dont have enough money to buy the textbooks! : ( it sucks. i was looking forward to catching up on school some more before the fall. im behind a whole year! my friends are like juniors now. thats one nice thing about being the youngest tho. im still in the right age bracket for being a year behind, so i sortof have an excuse... i started kindergarden almost a year early, so i get to take a year of break after high school, right? heh heh. but im going to keep my math 95 and painting class. i HAVE to make my "i will be in math 111 fall term" goal. i like never set goals for myself, but i did this one in the spring, and im actually accomplishing something! its a nice feeling. im like the most unmotivated person you probably know, and im DOING something. yay. i love it. so, i still need to find a job. im just being way to damn picky. theres an opening at this tool store. lol. id be like ugh, whats that? i dont know... i just work here. maybe isle 4. it could be kinda interesting...ok, really boring. i saw the look on that girls face when she was ringing up a $3 hammer for my sister... not too thrilled. i want to work someplace HAPPY! the truth is, work is not a happy thing. you just gotta do it. i must find a job this week!!! gosh. nobody wants me. lol actually i think its the other way around...
so im thinking i may have to drop my telecourses this week. i dont have enough money to buy the textbooks! : ( it sucks. i was looking forward to catching up on school some more before the fall. im behind a whole year! my friends are like juniors now. thats one nice thing about being the youngest tho. im still in the right age bracket for being a year behind, so i sortof have an excuse... i started kindergarden almost a year early, so i get to take a year of break after high school, right? heh heh. but im going to keep my math 95 and painting class. i HAVE to make my "i will be in math 111 fall term" goal. i like never set goals for myself, but i did this one in the spring, and im actually accomplishing something! its a nice feeling. im like the most unmotivated person you probably know, and im DOING something. yay. i love it. so, i still need to find a job. im just being way to damn picky. theres an opening at this tool store. lol. id be like ugh, whats that? i dont know... i just work here. maybe isle 4. it could be kinda interesting...ok, really boring. i saw the look on that girls face when she was ringing up a $3 hammer for my sister... not too thrilled. i want to work someplace HAPPY! the truth is, work is not a happy thing. you just gotta do it. i must find a job this week!!! gosh. nobody wants me. lol actually i think its the other way around...