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[lindsay_des]

Things have been weird lately.
Im so over everything,im over HIM,
im over the fact that people just
talk and talk tons of shit.its gay,
and annoying and i REALLY dont care
anymore.

It sucks,i really do love him though.
Its hard to fall in love with someone
and then try and fall out. i have to
say im doing a good job,but man does it hurt.
I never really wanted to be anything,
and i think thats what ruined it all,
when we tried to be something.
Alls i ever wanted was my bestfriend back
and it lead to being more than what i wanted.
Now im back to being unhappy.
Im just sick of everyhing.