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well well im kinda in a bad mood i just got done reading torris LJ and she was talking about terrance! were so alike like i feel the same way she does and its so wierd so im all dumbed out about terracne and then todd leaving is just so sad! i wish so bad he wasnt!!! its gonna be so different!! hes been such an impact in my life and just to see him go....... ugh and then my dad hes trying to get me and my sis away from my mom and trying to make us sell or house in florida and all this stuff he canceled my mom life insurance and just hes being such a GERK like and now we fond out he paid to get his slut girlfirend pastic surgey!!! GRRRRR its all just so depressing like you think your lifes so good and then you tren around to find everything just going wrong like when we were in atlanta only for like the one night i was crying becuase i was thinking about everything but when i was away i thought only of good things and just had so much fun with todd danny torri caroline and just everything and then i come back here to face the fact that todd is leaving in a couple days and my dads being a gerk and fighting with my sis and nothing happening with terracne and just EEEERRRRRR i just get so mad and start to think why am i even on this earth?? for every 2 good things that happen 12 things go wrong and after that 8 things it just gets you so hard and all you wanna do is just cry and go to bed hoping you never wake up!! it makes me so mad just to think how my dad can keep doing this to me and not even understand or care how i feel!!!! like he told me that we have all the money but we dont and its just so ....................... i dont even know where or how to begin to express my emotions i just wish here was somebody to talk to well besides torri and molly like and adult who could give me advice i know theres people at the church but i dont wanna bother them and just i dont know....... so im watching the MTV movies awards its so good!! ryan gosling and rachel McAdams got best kiss and they ran on stage together and kissed like they did in the movie it was so sweet i love the notebook it’s the 2nd best movie ever the 1st is pearl harbor!! :-) lol well anyway im gonna get going torri i love ya call me so we can hnag out are you gonna come to church sun. it will be the last time you and i will get to see todd we might get to see him wed. but sun. will be SO SAD!!!!! so call me !! XooX
much of my <3 * * - Lindsay - * *
bunches of my X's and O's