Feenin'
Lifes been pretty good right now. Hughey came back from Flordia. and its like blowning up my phone. probably becauses he "lonely". haha I mean i want to hang out with him like just chill and talk. but i'm done with that other stuff. it's just over rated. I've gotten hurt wayy too much. i mean like 3 guys this summer :[ wtf. i mean one kid lives in Slidell, one is just a playa playa that happens to play his game by romancing, and the other is a straight up dick. haha. Boy do i wish i could be a straight up bitch to them and actually have them care for what i say to them. It just never happens. I mean are there really guys out there that actually is searching for a relationship. just someone to lay out on a blanket under the stars and talk about our lives until the sun rises. Is that too much to ask for? guess so for right now. I guess theres two sides of me. and i'm not sure which one to let control the way i feel. i just am so young and naive. and fall way to easily. I guess when a guy gets to know me i get the impression that maybe he is trying to "talk" to me. but nopee they are too confusing. But anyhow i have had a good time with my friends. Basketball camp was fun and its almost over. thank Gosh!
But all i have to say is the "game" is not a good thing. I can't play it. and i always end up getting played. it a fucked up thing. There shouldnt even be a game.
But all i have to say is the "game" is not a good thing. I can't play it. and i always end up getting played. it a fucked up thing. There shouldnt even be a game.