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hurricane ivan rocks my socks off and buys me new one!
haha so yeah today at school we found out that we do not have school thursday or friday and no game friday.so im like all excited i can do stuff with my friends and woohoo and all this stuff and how fun its going to be well then in early bird coach sheffield tells us we can leave or stay bc he is going to say a prayer so i stay and it hits me that omigah we could die. so after school today im thinking about it alot and how like all these people who live on the gulf who have to leave there home at least twice a year and start over new all over again.so we are on our way home and im not really all that worried im just excired about school and that im going to dinner with friends tonight. so we go to dinner and hang out at the summit and see a bunch of people and my mom calls and is like its gettting bad im coming to get you. so she does and she tells us that like there has already been up to 40mph wind gusts. so we take amanda and kelsey home and i come home and it hits me and i go into like panic mode bc im rembering what its like to have trees fall on you and your house like it did to me two years ago so now i feel all sick and im worried about all my friends and what going to be left after all of this is over, and how long its going to take to get everything back together. plus not to mention im so stressed out from colorguard, school, worrying about homecoming, and all this. dont get me wrong but colorguar puts alot of stress on you your expected to be like...perfect i guess, the good grades, all the friends, school spirit. and then the school. having the right grades in order to march and just having the right grades and thn the grad exam is starting to freak me out. homecoming i really wanna go but i know that will never happen and im worried about alot of my friends bc there heads arent too clear on some of the things they are choosing to do or have done. then comes this hurricane and i start thinking about what if its total destruction and we have to start over with nothing. will we be okay or what about all my friends and there famlies. its just too much but ill be okay this four day weekend should do me good.so yeah im all shaky now and worried but im going to go set up camp down stairs and i hope yall pray for me and my family along with everyone elses and the people on the coast bc i know im going to be.
i love you guys and be careful this weekend!
<3
haha so yeah today at school we found out that we do not have school thursday or friday and no game friday.so im like all excited i can do stuff with my friends and woohoo and all this stuff and how fun its going to be well then in early bird coach sheffield tells us we can leave or stay bc he is going to say a prayer so i stay and it hits me that omigah we could die. so after school today im thinking about it alot and how like all these people who live on the gulf who have to leave there home at least twice a year and start over new all over again.so we are on our way home and im not really all that worried im just excired about school and that im going to dinner with friends tonight. so we go to dinner and hang out at the summit and see a bunch of people and my mom calls and is like its gettting bad im coming to get you. so she does and she tells us that like there has already been up to 40mph wind gusts. so we take amanda and kelsey home and i come home and it hits me and i go into like panic mode bc im rembering what its like to have trees fall on you and your house like it did to me two years ago so now i feel all sick and im worried about all my friends and what going to be left after all of this is over, and how long its going to take to get everything back together. plus not to mention im so stressed out from colorguard, school, worrying about homecoming, and all this. dont get me wrong but colorguar puts alot of stress on you your expected to be like...perfect i guess, the good grades, all the friends, school spirit. and then the school. having the right grades in order to march and just having the right grades and thn the grad exam is starting to freak me out. homecoming i really wanna go but i know that will never happen and im worried about alot of my friends bc there heads arent too clear on some of the things they are choosing to do or have done. then comes this hurricane and i start thinking about what if its total destruction and we have to start over with nothing. will we be okay or what about all my friends and there famlies. its just too much but ill be okay this four day weekend should do me good.so yeah im all shaky now and worried but im going to go set up camp down stairs and i hope yall pray for me and my family along with everyone elses and the people on the coast bc i know im going to be.
i love you guys and be careful this weekend!
<3