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why can't i ever just be happy?
like honestly this is ridiculous
its not like i'm trying to be unhappy
and theres really no reason for me to be unhappy
i have no big reason
i guess its just a whole bunch of little reasons
but its so fucking annoying
i'll be happy for like a day
and then something little will happen
and i try to same i'm fine and convince myself that it doesn't matter
but it never works
because i realize i'm being a fake bitch
the one thing i hate most
and i'm doing it to myself.
like honestly this is ridiculous
its not like i'm trying to be unhappy
and theres really no reason for me to be unhappy
i have no big reason
i guess its just a whole bunch of little reasons
but its so fucking annoying
i'll be happy for like a day
and then something little will happen
and i try to same i'm fine and convince myself that it doesn't matter
but it never works
because i realize i'm being a fake bitch
the one thing i hate most
and i'm doing it to myself.