Is it just me or did today feel like a Fridayyy?
So I guess alot has been happening lately. Its sorta "The usual" but then again is not. I don't understand half of the things that are going on in my life right now, but you know what they say, you'll understand in time so why worry now...something like that right?
School is..school. I think today was an all time high for the most comments I got on the same thing in one day. Maybe it'll die down eventually. The pep rally was alright, I mean its better then school and I sorta enjoyed it. I like my debate class and I happen to like geometry. The rest of my subjects can go kill themselves cause they suck.
I haven't felt like stressing or worrying much lately. This is a good change for me, the moods been more mellow lately because I don't feel like I have to be on top of things every second of the day. Even with school work its like chilled out ish I guess. I'm pretty sure Ill be dropping a pre ap class soon because I just dont think I can handle it when the classes really start getting hard. And its not because its difficult its just timeeee. There isnt enough hours in a day, that couldn't be more true then it is now.
I'm not sure why I've been all mellowed out lately but I think I like it. Its just like a comfortableness all day round. I mean yeah sure things or people have pissed me off some every once in a while but I get like that so I don't really care fuck whatever made me mad in the first place.
Also I really don't have much I want to journal about. Except that I watched the valentines day laguna beach episode when I got home from school and this year I'm really looking forward to it even though its a million months away. My valentines day this year will probably be good, atleast I hope so.
I was thinking earlier during the pep rally about how fast time had gone by and how it seems like just yesterday we were doing these at bailey. It makes me not like how quickly time passes...
ONE THING THOUGH - I can not wait to read my senior self letter. Its sooooo long and I'm excited for what will all have happened and just who I will be as I read that. I know without a doubt it will make me ball my eyes out. I always get like that when I know time has gone by. The 8th grade letter made me tear up even though it was barely a page long and consisted of nothing. I know I'm gunna look back and be like wow I was gay as a freshmen, but the things I've said in it (those people who I wrote about I will probably show them what I had written), there were predictions I made, and I just wrote alot about my life and what I think now. It shall be interesting.
Otherwise I'm just kinda rambling because I'm not in a work mood for the crap my teachers gave me. Geometry though, I must say I love how easy it is for me, maybe its because its the begining, but if it stays like this, I will adore that class. Along with debate because public speaking and being loud is easy for me. When I went up and talked in front of the class the teacher was like GOOD JOB GREAT SPEAKING WONDERFUL PROJECTION...ARE YOU A CHEERLEADER? and Im like uh no.
haha anyways I better go.
School is..school. I think today was an all time high for the most comments I got on the same thing in one day. Maybe it'll die down eventually. The pep rally was alright, I mean its better then school and I sorta enjoyed it. I like my debate class and I happen to like geometry. The rest of my subjects can go kill themselves cause they suck.
I haven't felt like stressing or worrying much lately. This is a good change for me, the moods been more mellow lately because I don't feel like I have to be on top of things every second of the day. Even with school work its like chilled out ish I guess. I'm pretty sure Ill be dropping a pre ap class soon because I just dont think I can handle it when the classes really start getting hard. And its not because its difficult its just timeeee. There isnt enough hours in a day, that couldn't be more true then it is now.
I'm not sure why I've been all mellowed out lately but I think I like it. Its just like a comfortableness all day round. I mean yeah sure things or people have pissed me off some every once in a while but I get like that so I don't really care fuck whatever made me mad in the first place.
Also I really don't have much I want to journal about. Except that I watched the valentines day laguna beach episode when I got home from school and this year I'm really looking forward to it even though its a million months away. My valentines day this year will probably be good, atleast I hope so.
I was thinking earlier during the pep rally about how fast time had gone by and how it seems like just yesterday we were doing these at bailey. It makes me not like how quickly time passes...
ONE THING THOUGH - I can not wait to read my senior self letter. Its sooooo long and I'm excited for what will all have happened and just who I will be as I read that. I know without a doubt it will make me ball my eyes out. I always get like that when I know time has gone by. The 8th grade letter made me tear up even though it was barely a page long and consisted of nothing. I know I'm gunna look back and be like wow I was gay as a freshmen, but the things I've said in it (those people who I wrote about I will probably show them what I had written), there were predictions I made, and I just wrote alot about my life and what I think now. It shall be interesting.
Otherwise I'm just kinda rambling because I'm not in a work mood for the crap my teachers gave me. Geometry though, I must say I love how easy it is for me, maybe its because its the begining, but if it stays like this, I will adore that class. Along with debate because public speaking and being loud is easy for me. When I went up and talked in front of the class the teacher was like GOOD JOB GREAT SPEAKING WONDERFUL PROJECTION...ARE YOU A CHEERLEADER? and Im like uh no.
haha anyways I better go.