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I don't know how I survive day to day. Someone I love is suffering and I can't deal with it.I can't just fucking sit back and watch it happen yet I have no power in stopping it. That is the worst feeling in the world to me. I want the hell out of my house but can't because my dad is poor and can't get a lawyer so I can leave. God, life sucks right now really bad. I miss Kara and I don't want her to be upset with me anymore, even though it has only been a couple of hours that she has been mad.Well, I will just have to deal with it and hopefully things will get better for me.Yeah, thank god school is over!Yes! I love my dad and sister and Kara and all my other awesome buddies and although I'm there with them I feel so far away. I don't even know why either.