Army Girlfriend
A few things I have learned:
1) Army life is difficult... don't get me wrong, I'm not changing my decision to stay with Jason
2) the Army can't make up it's mind worth anything... I think the military enjoys screwing with people's emotions.
Since August it's been... Jason's leaving... Jason's not leaving... Jason's leaving... he's not leaving...... and now, we just don't know. If he is leaving, he leaves on Friday... my fingers are crossed that he isn't leaving... I don't want him to go, I need him here with me... we deserve that. It's not fair for the Army to play with my emotions this way. My heart cannot feel him going, but my mind knows better. Today we find out our fate, where our future will be led to.... and I cannot take the anxiety anymore...
1) Army life is difficult... don't get me wrong, I'm not changing my decision to stay with Jason
2) the Army can't make up it's mind worth anything... I think the military enjoys screwing with people's emotions.
Since August it's been... Jason's leaving... Jason's not leaving... Jason's leaving... he's not leaving...... and now, we just don't know. If he is leaving, he leaves on Friday... my fingers are crossed that he isn't leaving... I don't want him to go, I need him here with me... we deserve that. It's not fair for the Army to play with my emotions this way. My heart cannot feel him going, but my mind knows better. Today we find out our fate, where our future will be led to.... and I cannot take the anxiety anymore...