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I had this amazing moment of realization. And it reminded me of "Dirty Dancing," when Patrick Swayze says, "Nobody puts Baby in the corner." I looked into my mirror, saw the expression on my face and said, "Nobody runs Lindsay away." I had run away from Lj because one person who I thought was my friend couldn't help but think the worst of me. I had
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And I have no need to listen to your whining to be validated in the way that I feel. I saw how you acted. Despite all your protestations of innocence, I was not the only person who was a witness to your behavior. If you'll read back over what I've said very carefully, I never once said you were a whore. But actions speak louder than any words ever could.
Matt has every right to try to defend me. At least he's sincere in his defense and isn't hot for the person he's defending me against.
I still consider you a friend. But I will not take the blame for your behavior, when it was your own actions that made me -- and my bandmates -- feel the way we do. The fact remains that you have no one to blame but yourself for the way you acted. So don't try to shift blame onto my shoulders, because it's a bad fit and it doesn't belong there.
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I woke up in the middle of the night and saw Jon asleep next to me. Then he write in his post that he fell asleep next to his girl. I didn't know he left, and nor did I meet Amara so I made a little mistake and suddenly you're going to jump down my throat?
And you have to admit that you WERE the one who told me that Joey was just trying to stay in the KH inner circle. You said that before I would have even thought it. I'm not putting the blame on your shoulders. And mind you, I apologized to Joey for saying what I did.
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As for what you wrote about Jon, you're certainly allowed a mistake. But I swear to fucking god, if anybody ever does anything to hurt Amara in any way, I will make the rest of their pathetic miserable life a living fucking hell. Any of my friends included. Because she is a very special person to me -- to all of us -- and I will NOT have anyone try to poison her relationship with Jonny with insinuations or doubts of any kind.
I WAS the one who told you that about Joey. And I firmly believe it. And I'm not going to apologize to him, because I've talked about with other people who are even closer to the situation than I am, and they agree that I'm right. They see the same thing that I do. And if they can see it that way, then I don't have any reason to doubt my own assessment of the situation.
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if anybody ever does anything to hurt Amara in any way, I will make the rest of their pathetic miserable life a living fucking hell...
Why don't you tell that to someone who's trying to hurt her?
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And stop trying to blame me for your deleting. That was a cry for attention, and it was NOT my fault that you chose to do it. I didn't "drive" you to it, or "force" you into it. You and only you chose to delete. I had nothing to do with it.
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Please, save the Dr. Zhivago for someone who needs it, okay? I left because you had no problem turning your back on me, instead of doing what people are supposed to do.. which is talk to the person first. You immediately jumped in saying that I was like Steve, when you KNOW that's not true.
And do remember, you have called me a slut before. And that whas back when you jumped to the conclusion that I slept with Matt Davies. When you actually stopped yelling for five seconds, you got to hear that I didn't do anything to Matt. And even left, making him mad at me, because I didn't want to hurt Garret.
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From what Matt D. told me, your behavior certainly wasn't that of someone who didn't want to get fucked. And he isn't angry at you.
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And told you already, I did go there with less than honorable intentions but I left right when I knew something might happen. Last I hear he was mad at me so, this is new news.
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He hasn't said he's angry, and he doesn't seem to be. Last I heard, he has something going with Gareth. And he doesn't believe the lies he heard from someone -- I'll tell you about it later -- because Gareth was with him all day today.
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And I think right now, you're talking about Christy. Matt told me she commented to you but I can't find that comment anywhere. I looked through your recent replies and it's nowhere. I promise you that I didn't tell her to do that. And i'm sorry she did. When I get home, i'll talk to her. She knows I don't like that.
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I screened the comment, as it was made on a page that's open to the public view and I don't feel the need to air personal business -- mine, yours or anyone else's -- to the public at large. And even though she wasn't horribly rude, I do resent her telling me that my feelings -- which are quite honestly come by, I'm not pretending any of what I feel -- are merely to "save my ass." To me, that sounds as though she's talking out of hers.
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