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[linds6o9]

yo people. life has been weird lately. i can never tell if i am in a good mood or bad mood OR if it was a good day or a bad day. i've gots tons of hw and never time for myself on the weekdays which leaves me to not want to do anything on the weekends. i look into the future and i feel like i just wont get a break til summer. thats too far away. ah. sooo panther prowl is tonight. woot woot. should be fun. homecoming is this weekend. i am not really excited about it. like, yey i have a dress, yey i have everything done, etc...but who cares? i dont even know if the night will work out. maybe? in case you have read before the boy "i love" and i are no longer "us". hm. it was too hard the long distance thing. i guess i should of known all along. dont wanna go into it...we still talk and i love him i suppose but i had to end it. i was stressed, depressed, and bleh all the time. def was not myself.

so i wonder...are any of you still reading? i doubt it. why do i make a livejournal if no one will read it anyway and then i can just write in my own journal you ask? i dont know either...maybe because i feel if i have a purpose of writing i will write because i need to write. if i have no purpose i keep it all inside which isn't good. and no, i do not say everything about my life on lj lol...but mostly whats weird/bothering me...ok im in a weird mood...

IF YOU READ ANYTHING READ THIS: can someone help me make my lj layout cool? i do not like it. k thanks.

alrightey im out.
peace ♥ linds