Vacation is almost over :o(
I really don't hate my job..but I am not looking forward to going back at all. No fun.
Nikki apologized through text messages yesterday...here's what she said:
Lindze...I'm sorry for not hanging out last nite. I didn't think it thru I guess. You know I wouldn't intentionally hurt you or 'ditch' you. I guess I wasn't thinking. It upsets me that you didn't confront me..I've been wanting to hang out all week, we've been on different schedules. I don't want to be on bad terms.
So I wrote back telling her I didn't feel I needed to confront her because I thought she knew what was going on. It upset me that we made plans, not definately what we were doing, but we knew we would be doing something but then Tim called and she changed them. She knew it was the only night Jill and I would be able to see her. Then I told her what upset me the most was how she said it's not goodbye forever. I know it's not, but I really would have liked to see her before she went back to school..we make it a point every year to do something before each person goes. I told her I'll just see her next time she comes home. She never responded. I don't know. I really do feel though that all my friends are seperating. There wasn't a time this summer that we were all together. We saw Rachel once, and never saw Chrissy...I haven't seen her since last summer. I've also only seen Di about 3 times the whole summer. It's just weird. I don't know.
But I have to go wash my car and take Emma out so she will stop whining. That's all for now...byebye