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I just wrote a long ass entry and it deleted. That pisses me off. Tonight was a not so good night. I don't know why I was so bitchy. Story time...
- Tonight was the last night all of us girls would be able to see Nikki before she left for school. She called me around 6 tonight, I asked her what her plans were for the evening and she said she wanted to see us all. We didn't make plans as to where we were going, but we did know that we would be doing something, just not sure what. After deciding on that Nikki tells me how she decided she no longer wanted to talk to Tim(guy she's been seeing). She figured she didn't want to do the long distance thing, saying goodbye again. Right before school ended she started dating Evan, long distance didn't work and it really hurt her. She was supposed to call Tim yesterday but never did and decided just never to call again and see if he calls, well right as she finished saying that Tim called. She calls me back to tell me that her and Tim are going out and to let her know what all of us girls do and maybe they will meet up. EXCUSE ME?! We all cleared the night for her and then she does that. What really got me was how she had just finished saying she was all done with him. I don't understand. Anyways, I told her I wouldn't be able to see her again before she goes back and she says Friday night. No, I have plans Friday night possibly. She goes on to Saturday night, but no...I don't have the money to go into Boston to the bars. Now I'm sure she will be putting the blame on me saying I didn't make an effort but seriously, for 3 weeks now it seems like every night out is her last night. I'm all set. Don't make me feel bad. So Nikki calls Diggy and leaves her a message saying she is going out with Tim and to please apologize to me because she thinks I am very upset and doesn't want to say anything to make it worse. Well Diggy didn't know the story and I told her and she was pretty mad. Also, why should Danielle have to apologize to me? Why can't Nikki do it herself? Whatever. So my away message tonight said 'Aggravated'. I come back from being away and Nikki IM's me(this is after she went out with Tim). She asked what was wrong and wanted to know if there was anything she could do to help. She doesn't know what's wrong? Come on. So I was just short with her, keeping my answers simple, not really putting an effort in to start a conversation. Call it immature but I don't care, I feel she needs to apologize to all of us. She has become the girl we all promised we would not become. This especially bothers me because she was just complaining to me about Diggy and how she's always cancelling on us with Dave. Look what she did tonight.
- Now on to the movie I watched tonight. I don't know why I torture myself with sad movies when I am already in a not so good mood. I watched 'Love Story'. It's an old movie, filmed probably late 70's/early 80's. Sad. Too sad. I suggest everyone see it though. I watched parts over Nikkis house a few months ago but it's now on OnDemand so I got it tonight. Everyone go watch it.
I don't remember what else I had written in the entry that got deleted. But I am off to find something to do, not ready to go to bed yet. ByeBye