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I've been sitting here at 4 a.m, thinking... I just had the best night with some people who at one time disliked me a great deal Not all of them, but one imparticular. I am so glad these frienships have been rekindled becasue i love these girls so much and i'm so glad we are spending so much time together. Then there are the friends that i lost for the reason i do not know, and the funny thing is, at the beginning of i was pissed off at them, well not really them, but my boyfriend for going to hang out with them.. but it doenst even matter anymore.. who cares what the hell they think, i have a great boyfriend who loves me more than i know. I have friends old and new that make me laugh so hard i cry. since i've been back i've watched so many people slip back into the immature,mean, caddy, high school attitudes and it makes me feel quite sorry for poeple who dont just move on. I am happy to be in a new chapter in my life, a chapter in which i have great friends, a great love and an excellent GPA ( not something i could brag about in high school haha). It's been so nice to catch up with so many people i haven't seen or talked to in a long time, its been wonderful to finally let old wounds heal.. I saw Casey Keating at the Grocery store, actually her mom saw me first. I think Casey and i Hugged like 4 times it was just amazing to see her! And i talked to my old friend James after a very LONG time, and saw him for the first time since we were 11 lol. I've been hanging with my old friends and i couldnt be happier. And on new years Ash and I are again having a party, and of course all my favorite people will be there. Of course Chip and Brandon will most likely pick on me all night because im the easy target and Everyone will get sloppy drunk except me and my sober boys Will and Tyler ( i love you guys) and we'll all end up doing something crazy like playing strip jenga or brandons annual 3 oclock strip and swim lol but it will be amazing as always! OMG and we are going to KOBE my favorite resturaunt in the WHOLE WORLD.. lol sorry had to add that quickly.. i love that place!! OMG ITS LATE i have to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep
Lindsay
Lindsay