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Hmph. Nearly 9:00 PM and do you think I've even started on the assignment I have due tomorrow at noon? Of course not. Well, okay, I did the reading and asked my questions of 20q.net, but that's a pretty small part of the 12 page assignment I'm supposed to have done. I didn't mean to leave it this late. I tried to do it last week, and then on the weekend, and then yesterday. I don't know what it is. I just go back to doing something else, like playing Nethack or Doukutsu Monogatari (which a couple of comics I read have lately mentioned; The Underdogs has a page on it too, which includes a download of an English-patched version of the game) or writing an LJ post. Heh. I also posted a reply to a complete stranger's post on the bakebakebake community. A long one. Urgh.
But I just don't want to move, and don't want to do something useful like my assignment. I need to do it, too; I need to pass it so I can pass the course by passing the final. But now it's so late that it doesn't even seem worth trying, somewhere in my head at least. And to make matters worse, I've barely looked at graphics for the past few days because I was trying to make myself do this, as well as the partially-completed math assignment I handed in yesterday. This is getting ridiculous. I just need to pass this term, and then pass next term, and I can graduate and ... well, I don't know what I'll do then, but at least I'll have finished school. That's got to be worth something (or else I may as well not be here).
*sigh* I'm glad my exams finish early, though. Come exam time, I'll clean up this room and pack away as much of my junk as possible, and then I get to go home for a good two weeks. Two weeks where probably I'll just have to walk the dog occasionally and OH CRAP MY ENROLLMENT APPOINTMENT. Oh shit. Uh. Time to put off the assignment in favour of signing up for classes next term. Dang. I'm out of here.
But I just don't want to move, and don't want to do something useful like my assignment. I need to do it, too; I need to pass it so I can pass the course by passing the final. But now it's so late that it doesn't even seem worth trying, somewhere in my head at least. And to make matters worse, I've barely looked at graphics for the past few days because I was trying to make myself do this, as well as the partially-completed math assignment I handed in yesterday. This is getting ridiculous. I just need to pass this term, and then pass next term, and I can graduate and ... well, I don't know what I'll do then, but at least I'll have finished school. That's got to be worth something (or else I may as well not be here).
*sigh* I'm glad my exams finish early, though. Come exam time, I'll clean up this room and pack away as much of my junk as possible, and then I get to go home for a good two weeks. Two weeks where probably I'll just have to walk the dog occasionally and OH CRAP MY ENROLLMENT APPOINTMENT. Oh shit. Uh. Time to put off the assignment in favour of signing up for classes next term. Dang. I'm out of here.