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lindentreeisle April 13 2011, 04:28:08 UTC
Yes, I know I dream about work a lot because it's a way of working through anxieties etc. It's just frustrating to dream about it all the time. I still occasionally have school dreams along the same lines (late for graduation; sitting an exam for a class I realized I accidentally forgot to attend all semester) but not as often as I used to; the work dreams have mostly supplanted them.

Re: sex dreams, the answer is both. It's not that I worry about the dreams, really. I don't harbor any secret desires to fuck my close friends or family members. It's just that I wake up from those dreams feeling extremely unsettled and fairly ill, and it sets a bad tone for the entire day. I feel gross about it even though I know that I didn't consciously come up with that shit. It's like downloading a movie you wanted to see and discovering that it's actually a video of people fucking giraffes. Ew.

The lesbian dream wasn't bothersome because unlike incest it's not disgusting and unlike sexualizing my friends it doesn't make me uncomfortable. It was just strange.

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lawless523 April 13 2011, 11:22:26 UTC
I guess what I'm trying to say is to work out a way to shake off disturbing content like that in your dreams, seeing as it's nothing you actually want to do IRL. I realize it's easy for me to say that because I don't have those types of dreams, or if I do, I don't remember them.

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