Stressy as usual
This is my favourite postsecret this week:
So last night I completely freaked out again and ended up scratching my arm. Which I hate because it's stupid and because I already have eczema there so I really don't need the extra discomfort. It's not really a big deal but it is at the same time. You know?
My friend Amy is not understanding that I'm really busy/crazy lately. She's been on me about hanging out so I agreed to maybe have breakfast tomorrow and now she's making it sound like she's coming over to hang out mid-morning...Um no. Breakfast out. For like an hour. At breakfast time. So that I can get shit done. Ugh...There's so many people that I would like to hang out with lately but seriously. I have way too many things to do and way too little emotional stability right now.
My Dad wrote me this lovely email a couple of days ago. He parallelled his life at my age to mine and gave me encouraging words about discovering what I want out of life and going for it. He's kind of an introverted person who is closed with his feelings so it meant so much to me that I cried when I read the email. I need to call him and thank him. Although I have no idea how to say how much it meant to me. Guess I can be kind of closed too.
Things I want for my birthday:
- a cat or a bunny
- rollerblades plus gear
- a keyboard/synthesizer
- an ipod shuffle and new earphones
Ok enough randomness and procrastinating.
So last night I completely freaked out again and ended up scratching my arm. Which I hate because it's stupid and because I already have eczema there so I really don't need the extra discomfort. It's not really a big deal but it is at the same time. You know?
My friend Amy is not understanding that I'm really busy/crazy lately. She's been on me about hanging out so I agreed to maybe have breakfast tomorrow and now she's making it sound like she's coming over to hang out mid-morning...Um no. Breakfast out. For like an hour. At breakfast time. So that I can get shit done. Ugh...There's so many people that I would like to hang out with lately but seriously. I have way too many things to do and way too little emotional stability right now.
My Dad wrote me this lovely email a couple of days ago. He parallelled his life at my age to mine and gave me encouraging words about discovering what I want out of life and going for it. He's kind of an introverted person who is closed with his feelings so it meant so much to me that I cried when I read the email. I need to call him and thank him. Although I have no idea how to say how much it meant to me. Guess I can be kind of closed too.
Things I want for my birthday:
- a cat or a bunny
- rollerblades plus gear
- a keyboard/synthesizer
- an ipod shuffle and new earphones
Ok enough randomness and procrastinating.