I'm sorry.

[linden_jay]

Stay with us, okay? Please. If you need help:

List of Suicide Crisis supports in the USA:

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1800-273-8255
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: Online Chat
Crisis Text Line: Text START to 741-741
The Trevor Project (LBGT+): 1-866-488-7386
Trans Lifeline: (877) 565-8860
If you need support outside the USA:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines