my knees are buzzing

[lindastrawberry]

ive lost my footing
im floating up somewhere in the clouds tonight

what's the matter with me now
ive traced and retraced my old excuses

time to dig a new rut
i dont want to be a grown up

im polarizing
my new tattoo stings

bored with the ailments that afflict
bored with the wounds i cannot lick

bright lights come rushing to the forefront
a slideshow of unreal reality

was i really there?
was that really me?