new years
so for the last..oh who knows how long..when i'm in super procrastination mode, i browse through myspace like an idiot..haha..actually just bum who doesn't want to do anything else but be lazy and nosy about other people's lives; people i love, admire, hate, adore..sure the list goes on. i could post this on a myspace blog, but im not sure if i actually want everyone to see. although i think i shouldn't go on myspace too much..it depresses me, reminds me of the past, friends i wish i still kept in touch with and what not.
but anyway, just reading through..it just hit me really..what am i doing for new years..am i going to be a lameo without a bf that isn't 21 so can't go on the strip or drink, or anywhere of that sort. all my friends..they will all be with their bf's..or all together with their bf's..hmm..that makes me sad. i'd want to spend it with someone i really want to spend it with..but i know i won't. hopeful wishing..
like he said, don't get attached. girls get attached too easily. i guess i'm just one of those typical girls.
i keep telling myself, be patient..things will fall into place if you just stay patient..
i should get christmas gifts soon..i can do everything after thursday.
but anyway, just reading through..it just hit me really..what am i doing for new years..am i going to be a lameo without a bf that isn't 21 so can't go on the strip or drink, or anywhere of that sort. all my friends..they will all be with their bf's..or all together with their bf's..hmm..that makes me sad. i'd want to spend it with someone i really want to spend it with..but i know i won't. hopeful wishing..
like he said, don't get attached. girls get attached too easily. i guess i'm just one of those typical girls.
i keep telling myself, be patient..things will fall into place if you just stay patient..
i should get christmas gifts soon..i can do everything after thursday.