teacher linda, angel bit me.
my job is so tiring. my roommate and i started om shanti om and after 12 minutes she fell asleep. it was 6pm. i hate not getting enough sleep because i cannot bring myself to going to bed at 10 pm and then to have to work all day chasing after 4 year olds and trying desperately to teach them something.
my boyfriend of 3.5 years is on douche level. he sent me an ecard on my birthday, i got a movie from amazon from him 3 days late, and he has not called me yet. my birthday was a week ago. plus he is in another state. the ecard said, 'i need to borrow money for your birthday dinner'. it would have been funny if it were followed up with actual, human emotion. but no, he is an unfeeling robot.
on the plus side, my friends are amazing, i love these people. i have rarely felt contented with my life, and right now my life socially is pretty awesome if only because i feel like i have this great support system of friends who i can rely on and who are going through the exact same things i am with this crazy job. even in high school when i had amazing friends, i was always nervous and felt like i had to prove something. then in college it was like, avoiding pretentious assholes and weeding through bitches to find a few people i could tolerate who promptly graduated or transfered. eugh. but now i feel a bit alice b. toklas like in that all i seem to think about is the fact that i am having a good time, not that theyre not spending time with me, or that im not cool enough, or whatever 16-yr-old linda insecurity will arise.
eugh, its almost friday.
my boyfriend of 3.5 years is on douche level. he sent me an ecard on my birthday, i got a movie from amazon from him 3 days late, and he has not called me yet. my birthday was a week ago. plus he is in another state. the ecard said, 'i need to borrow money for your birthday dinner'. it would have been funny if it were followed up with actual, human emotion. but no, he is an unfeeling robot.
on the plus side, my friends are amazing, i love these people. i have rarely felt contented with my life, and right now my life socially is pretty awesome if only because i feel like i have this great support system of friends who i can rely on and who are going through the exact same things i am with this crazy job. even in high school when i had amazing friends, i was always nervous and felt like i had to prove something. then in college it was like, avoiding pretentious assholes and weeding through bitches to find a few people i could tolerate who promptly graduated or transfered. eugh. but now i feel a bit alice b. toklas like in that all i seem to think about is the fact that i am having a good time, not that theyre not spending time with me, or that im not cool enough, or whatever 16-yr-old linda insecurity will arise.
eugh, its almost friday.