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i finally got a haircut- no, i did not have the balls to cut it short. it is much better than it had been. the stylist was even shocked at how long it was when wet- yikes! it was just a nice trim...
Adam told me last night that he may not be able to fly out here and drive back to boulder with me after graduation. we had planned on it and now he doesnt know for sure if he can. i am really pissed off about this- if he cant i have to try to scramble for someone else to come or else go alone, which i really dont want to do. i understand that its up to his boss and that adam cannot afford to lose his job, but still, why would you not want to go on a roadtrip with your defenseless (haha) girlfriend after not EVEN SEEING her for 3 MONTHS???? not to mention the fact that her car extremely unreliable and should not be driven alone.
eugh, if he says he wont come i will be really mad and upset, maybe enough to break up. seriously. im getting a little sick of feeling like he doesnt care very much about this relationship. we've been much better lately, but he doesnt put any extra effort into it. eugh. he doesnt do anything nice for me, doesnt even give me address so i can send him a birthday present- he wont even do that- wtf???
also, i have been compulsively looking at the mhc confessional- bad idea. so much time suckage.
Adam told me last night that he may not be able to fly out here and drive back to boulder with me after graduation. we had planned on it and now he doesnt know for sure if he can. i am really pissed off about this- if he cant i have to try to scramble for someone else to come or else go alone, which i really dont want to do. i understand that its up to his boss and that adam cannot afford to lose his job, but still, why would you not want to go on a roadtrip with your defenseless (haha) girlfriend after not EVEN SEEING her for 3 MONTHS???? not to mention the fact that her car extremely unreliable and should not be driven alone.
eugh, if he says he wont come i will be really mad and upset, maybe enough to break up. seriously. im getting a little sick of feeling like he doesnt care very much about this relationship. we've been much better lately, but he doesnt put any extra effort into it. eugh. he doesnt do anything nice for me, doesnt even give me address so i can send him a birthday present- he wont even do that- wtf???
also, i have been compulsively looking at the mhc confessional- bad idea. so much time suckage.