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well, it's valentine's day and my boyfriend hasn't called me, let alone sent me as much as an e-card. i think, as objectively as i can, that this is a pretty big sign, at least that he either doesn't know me at all, or doesn't care, or both.
its like he doesn't have any interest in doing anything for me that i might like, that would make me feel good. isn't your boyfriend supposed to treat you nicely, understand what is or is not important to you, and make at the very least only 3 romantic gestures (your birthday, christmas and valentines day) in the whole year? is that so much to expect? my boyfriend doesnt even seem to care about me anymore. how can you say that you love someone and then be so completely apathetic towards them? the thought of doing something he would enjoy makes me feel excited, but its like he dreads doing anything for me anymore.
its not just that im not getting even a "happy valentines day" from my boyfriend (this is one of the biggest occasions when having someone romantic in your life should make things better, but i guess not this year.) even when i talk to him on the phone these days, he is so non communicative, such a jerk really, and i feel like i am talking to someone that i dont even like. he wont even make any effort at conversing. eugh.
i can't keep doing this TO MYSELF. eugh. why does this have to come when my classes, activities, and friends are pretty much insane/falling apart/ sucking? i hate him for doing this to me. it feels like he is ruining how great our friendship and relationship once was.
its like he doesn't have any interest in doing anything for me that i might like, that would make me feel good. isn't your boyfriend supposed to treat you nicely, understand what is or is not important to you, and make at the very least only 3 romantic gestures (your birthday, christmas and valentines day) in the whole year? is that so much to expect? my boyfriend doesnt even seem to care about me anymore. how can you say that you love someone and then be so completely apathetic towards them? the thought of doing something he would enjoy makes me feel excited, but its like he dreads doing anything for me anymore.
its not just that im not getting even a "happy valentines day" from my boyfriend (this is one of the biggest occasions when having someone romantic in your life should make things better, but i guess not this year.) even when i talk to him on the phone these days, he is so non communicative, such a jerk really, and i feel like i am talking to someone that i dont even like. he wont even make any effort at conversing. eugh.
i can't keep doing this TO MYSELF. eugh. why does this have to come when my classes, activities, and friends are pretty much insane/falling apart/ sucking? i hate him for doing this to me. it feels like he is ruining how great our friendship and relationship once was.