Spring has definately sprung
Yesterday and today have been beautiful, sunny days. and while I didn't spend as much time outside as some people think i should, I did get out for a nice long read in the backyard swing, played with the neighbors abit, and took Dani to barnes/Nobles, and the Dollar store. Did some laundry, cleaned the kitchen. Productive enough for me :)
I am heading into a 12 day stretch with no days off, working overtime, working everyone's brains to the limit. I will be coming home totally kaput! exhausted. Sleep, oh bleesed sleep, until the alarm at 5:30 to get up and do it all again.
I have been reading the Left Behind series again. It all makes more sence to me now. I need a personal relationships with someone who can lead me down the right road. I have decided to rededicate myself to learning more and doing more about my lack of faith. God must be able to help me get through such hard times, I just have to let him. So, here I am, Lord, giving my whole to you, to do with as you deem appropriate. Help me to know what to do, say.
I wish it were easier to talk with Dave about it. He takes whatever I say so personnally, as if it is a jab at him. Things I could have pointed out casually before, he now ignores or reacts negatively to. We are not connecting and so I give this relationship up to God, also. Lord, do what you will, show me/us the way. We need a divine influence, that much is obvious.
Grace under pressure, peace of mind, clarity in speech when talking to others, the touch of God to steer me, lead me to the right path.
Jessie, I miss you, but will see you in heaven.
Amen
I am heading into a 12 day stretch with no days off, working overtime, working everyone's brains to the limit. I will be coming home totally kaput! exhausted. Sleep, oh bleesed sleep, until the alarm at 5:30 to get up and do it all again.
I have been reading the Left Behind series again. It all makes more sence to me now. I need a personal relationships with someone who can lead me down the right road. I have decided to rededicate myself to learning more and doing more about my lack of faith. God must be able to help me get through such hard times, I just have to let him. So, here I am, Lord, giving my whole to you, to do with as you deem appropriate. Help me to know what to do, say.
I wish it were easier to talk with Dave about it. He takes whatever I say so personnally, as if it is a jab at him. Things I could have pointed out casually before, he now ignores or reacts negatively to. We are not connecting and so I give this relationship up to God, also. Lord, do what you will, show me/us the way. We need a divine influence, that much is obvious.
Grace under pressure, peace of mind, clarity in speech when talking to others, the touch of God to steer me, lead me to the right path.
Jessie, I miss you, but will see you in heaven.
Amen