Still confused but on a higher level
The past few days I have been all around the net trying to find more info. As a result some things have become a bit clearer. I'm finally beginning to make some sense out of the alphabet soup regarding all things trans.
I'm getting more sure that I'm androgynous Even if I feel like a woman most of the time at home. (I'm still a long way from daring to go out) I don't feel uncomfortable with being a man.
I was sitting in the park today (it's the warmest day so far this summer in Stockholm) I was dressed in jeans and a shirt. Under the jeans I had panties with balls tucked up and cock tucked back. It was a peculiar feeling knowing that there was no bulge down there. Well, back to the park. Sipping my coffee I studied all the people there. I found that I looked more at the women than the men. But that I tried to imagine what it would be like if some of the men were to make love to me, me as Linda that is. Frankly, some of them I quite fancied. *dreamy look on Linda's face*.
One thing that I find strange is that I don't fancy a man when I'm my male persona. A gay encounter doesn't excite me at all. OK, just a bit then. So as a man I'm (mostly) hetero but as a woman I am bi.
And this is just the general inclinations, I haven't even begun to touch the subject of Dom/sub and the like.
As confused as I am right now I feel that I've been specially blessed by Godess Eris
I'm getting more sure that I'm androgynous Even if I feel like a woman most of the time at home. (I'm still a long way from daring to go out) I don't feel uncomfortable with being a man.
I was sitting in the park today (it's the warmest day so far this summer in Stockholm) I was dressed in jeans and a shirt. Under the jeans I had panties with balls tucked up and cock tucked back. It was a peculiar feeling knowing that there was no bulge down there. Well, back to the park. Sipping my coffee I studied all the people there. I found that I looked more at the women than the men. But that I tried to imagine what it would be like if some of the men were to make love to me, me as Linda that is. Frankly, some of them I quite fancied. *dreamy look on Linda's face*.
One thing that I find strange is that I don't fancy a man when I'm my male persona. A gay encounter doesn't excite me at all. OK, just a bit then. So as a man I'm (mostly) hetero but as a woman I am bi.
And this is just the general inclinations, I haven't even begun to touch the subject of Dom/sub and the like.
As confused as I am right now I feel that I've been specially blessed by Godess Eris