May 08, 2007 13:20
I'm confused, but I'm pretty certain. Maybe I'd just like to be confused because out of my confusion springs hope. Another case of "Wow I wish that I hadn't opened my mouth".
I'd like to stop before anyone gets hurt or at least have the courage to ask. Being brave has never been my strong point though. If it is so then I don't want to intrude and I'd be happy to step out of the way. I can't change how I feel but I can muffle my feelings until they go away or I find someone new.
Anyway I know that basically no one has any idea as to what I'm talking about. This is mainly for me which is ironic because it's in a public journal. Maybe I'm hoping that the person that this is directed at will get the hint, or maybe I'd like to give everyone a little insight into my life. Or maybe I'm just bored.
blebhbleh dermatologist appointment time.