Jul 28, 2007 01:27
Wow, I have not been on here in such a long time. I doubt anyone is going to read anything on here and care, but recently I have moved out of my parents house and into Capri's. I graduated high school, that was fun and amuzing... If you haven't done it, you should! I've lost nearly all of my friends, because of a stupid little girl, who pretended like it didn't matter so my acts of kindness, and the fact that I have a soul didn't matter and lost me my friends.... I had got a few of them back after that incident, but it weakened our friendship and now that we've graduated we don't talk. School's not going to start again in the fall though, so we won't be able to get it back, it sucks, but maybe it's for the best! I still have Mike, kind of have Steph, I still have Kali, and I got Court back! Really they're my best friends, and with a few people, like Kelly and Kristin, and Christina they're all I need. I of course have my family best friends too, but they're family so really they don't count. I'm still stupid, and love stupid people, but I feel I'll get over that soon enough! Kali took me to The Family Values Tour, which was incredibly friggin sweet!!!! I LOVE THAT GIRL!!!! I'm not to sure about how I'm feeling about Steph right now, I must say that I'm slightly hurt by something I just realized. I really need to talk with her, and havent been able to for two days, because I was crying over the new Harry Potter book the first of the two, then I didn't want to text talk about it... It sucks so bad! I'm afraid of how this is going to turn out... she's probably not going to be happy with me, but now that I've noticed and am curious, it won't leave my brain. It's basically all I think about. She's been all I've thought about for an incredibly long time, but this time I really don't like it.