Your Humble and Faithful Narrator

Aug 22, 2005 00:10

You said you're back.
But we both know you're not.

I've had more fun and been so me in the past few days. I've spend time with good friends and had some good times. But now that I've seen my friends and just....I don't want to go to school. It's not just Powers and it's not just Carman. Just school and the motions of it, and the drama, and the routines, and the people.... Or maybe its just the fact this has been the best summer I've ever had. hands down. I unintentionally made my self oblivious to the drama and stress that comes along with my life. and I know all of these things are gonna be 10 fold once I start school. It's already starting.

My grampa's just getting worse and worse every time he goes to the doctor. But he's the type who's too stubborn and proud to let himself die. My gramma's worried about everyone and everything besides her self.I think she's gonna lose her mind. My dad works 7 days a week and he medical problems up the ass. My mom still up to her old tricks. So is Liz. And then there's me. Dread the prospects of becoming everything I'm destined to become.

I can't wait for spring.
I wish it was spring and fall all of the time

So I've been driving by my old house every once and a while. I can see inside and the lights on cause I normally go by at night time. It's really sad. I thought I hated that house, but it was really the only place I ever considered home.

Regina Spektor....good stuff. If you can check her out.

So I've officially been dubbed Francis, casue B.J. is not a name a respectable young lady to have.
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