Jul 08, 2005 00:21
So I'm thinking everything's catching up to me, In several different respects. I haven't been able to take care of myself....not so much unable just...I didn't know. I've also been avoiding a lot of things I should just get the balls to do it. I'm such a chicken shit and I hate saying no to people/hurting their feeling. I'm such an dishonest person it's almost disgusting.
I've been so tired lately. but I can't sleep. But when I do I seriously pass out for hours. I should get check out. Even though I got blood work done a bout a month ago so i figure if something was wrong they would have called me.
...and I still want to go on vacation....