Oct 12, 2008 22:18
Today was interesting to say the least. Most of it wasnt bad but alot of it wasnt good either.
I spent it with Sarah. We decorated for halloween which is always fun. But I didnt see Aly:( I guess its ok. I get to hopefully spend tomorrow night at her place. Because if we all get lucky Kristin who is sorta kinda Sarahs other will be here and then I can stay with my hunny. Yay.
Anyways I dont know what my problem is. ALy is gonna help me to get therapy because I agree thats what I need. I have a lot of issues and I love that I can talk to her but sometimes thats all I have.
Its like she makes me happy and on the surface I am happy but inside I am falling apart. And its alot of issues from pain past.
But anyways Sarah was a good friend today. And I appreciate that. And halloween is almost here woo hoo :). And yeah nothing is bad at this second just alot of emotions.
I hadnt posted really for awhile to cause I was away visiting Sarahs relatives in Idaho. It was fine I just missed my girl.
Lina