hiding from the hell that you've been through
Don't pretend it didn't hurt. Don't pretend you didn't care and don't give me that "It's just a scratch" bullshit. I know the truth. I will always know what you feel. I will always know where your heart truly lies.
You may not want to acknowledge that fact but it is what it is.
I'm going to be honest with you. I have to tell you. You may not want to hear it but you have to know. It hurt me. I cared. I cared so very very much and it's not just a scratch. It feels like a mortal wound. Slowly, I feel like my life is growing darker. Every minute things get a little bit dimmer and hollower. I'm scared. I'm just acting brave on account of the company we keep. And to be brutally honest with you. I can't feel a damn thing anymore.
There is a reason why I cornered you. Not just because of the words I spoke to you. You needed to be cornered. You needed to have this thing in my hands pointed at you, directly at you. So you wouldn't try to escape.
So you would listen to what I have to say and finally be given the opportunity to express everything you feel. Now, I'll stop talking so you can start.
You may not want to acknowledge that fact but it is what it is.
I'm going to be honest with you. I have to tell you. You may not want to hear it but you have to know. It hurt me. I cared. I cared so very very much and it's not just a scratch. It feels like a mortal wound. Slowly, I feel like my life is growing darker. Every minute things get a little bit dimmer and hollower. I'm scared. I'm just acting brave on account of the company we keep. And to be brutally honest with you. I can't feel a damn thing anymore.
There is a reason why I cornered you. Not just because of the words I spoke to you. You needed to be cornered. You needed to have this thing in my hands pointed at you, directly at you. So you wouldn't try to escape.
So you would listen to what I have to say and finally be given the opportunity to express everything you feel. Now, I'll stop talking so you can start.