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the air of change is something to be embraced fully. ive grown so much in this last year. ive realized i have to stop trying to figure out where im going and stop trying to define what i want..the only things worthwhile are the acts of going and wanting. we have to keep on moving. and want in the process of moving. and want nothing in particular. its in stillness that we lose site of a future. i know my share of this stillness. its stagnant and serves no purpose. its far better to change and take that few steps backward than it is to plateau all together.
change is always a good thing.
things that make me happy:
internship.
chelseas kitten.
ry's 25th birthday
visiting ali
ali finallyyyy going home.
brian reddy
baking for my friends
dinner party potluck soon!
my end of semester review
mint choco-chip ice cream.(although im slowly accepting the fact that im going to have to stop eating dairy all together. its making me more sick every time i eat it.)
used books.
pittsburgh.
driving in the rain.
singalongs in the car with laureen.
wine + crackers+ lost with jess and chels.
upper crust and booksmith with lauren and suz.
harassing vlad.
sra coming home so so so soon.
i think thats it for now.bed? or more baking? hrm.