Damn you, life. I need to rant real quick.
Ugh, God, I'm stressing over EVERYTHING. This is starting to be too much on my little brain.
First came school. Things are particularly harder this semester and I'm falling in too many things that I should NOT be falling back in. I know Biology in particular is a bitch. The rest seem to be okay, as far as grades go.
Next came my ANNOYING ASS FRIEND at school. Or, at least, she thinks she's my bestest best friend. All she likes to do is talk for hours on end about her problems and how her life sucks because she can't afford the manicure this week or whatever. She has tons of money and she's soooo tight. She complains about her roommate. Who eveyone in her family is sleeping with. EVERYTHING. There are things I know about this girl that I don't want to know. On top of that, she thinks I'm weird because I'm a freaking virgin. I'm also 19. Well, excuse me if I don't have two kids already. What is wrong with you?
Then, my mom. She keeps getting sick again and she keeps going back to the hospital. She had a surgery not too long ago, and then a stroke about two weeks ago. Now, she's suppsoed to have another surgery tomorrow for God even knows what and I won't be there because I have a fucking Biology test.
Then it's my dad. Whenever mom goes in the hospital, he gets really pissy about EVERYTHING. I WANT TO KILL HIM during these times. He can be such an emo bitch when he wants to be. He just told me not long ago that I can't spend MY money on food because, and here's the kicker, he said so. WTF!? I'M GOING TO BE 20 IN A FEW MONTHS. I MIGHT NOT THINK I'M READY FOR SEX, BUT I'M SURELY READY TO STOP LISTENING TO THAT SHIT.
And then, LOL, my OTHER friend calls me up in the middle of the night the other day and keeps going on about her ex-boyfriend and how she's going to just go ahead and KILL HERSELF. I've already been through one suicide and, trust me, it is NOT FUN. SO, I had to go to her house and baby sit her because if she can't have the guy that dumped her for drugs, then life just ain't worth fuckin' livin'.
I HAVE A MESSAGE FOR MY HEADACHE:
FUCK YOU
... No, I don't feel better. I need to get on blood pressure meds or something. I'm going to loose my mind if this week keeps rattling on like it is.
First came school. Things are particularly harder this semester and I'm falling in too many things that I should NOT be falling back in. I know Biology in particular is a bitch. The rest seem to be okay, as far as grades go.
Next came my ANNOYING ASS FRIEND at school. Or, at least, she thinks she's my bestest best friend. All she likes to do is talk for hours on end about her problems and how her life sucks because she can't afford the manicure this week or whatever. She has tons of money and she's soooo tight. She complains about her roommate. Who eveyone in her family is sleeping with. EVERYTHING. There are things I know about this girl that I don't want to know. On top of that, she thinks I'm weird because I'm a freaking virgin. I'm also 19. Well, excuse me if I don't have two kids already. What is wrong with you?
Then, my mom. She keeps getting sick again and she keeps going back to the hospital. She had a surgery not too long ago, and then a stroke about two weeks ago. Now, she's suppsoed to have another surgery tomorrow for God even knows what and I won't be there because I have a fucking Biology test.
Then it's my dad. Whenever mom goes in the hospital, he gets really pissy about EVERYTHING. I WANT TO KILL HIM during these times. He can be such an emo bitch when he wants to be. He just told me not long ago that I can't spend MY money on food because, and here's the kicker, he said so. WTF!? I'M GOING TO BE 20 IN A FEW MONTHS. I MIGHT NOT THINK I'M READY FOR SEX, BUT I'M SURELY READY TO STOP LISTENING TO THAT SHIT.
And then, LOL, my OTHER friend calls me up in the middle of the night the other day and keeps going on about her ex-boyfriend and how she's going to just go ahead and KILL HERSELF. I've already been through one suicide and, trust me, it is NOT FUN. SO, I had to go to her house and baby sit her because if she can't have the guy that dumped her for drugs, then life just ain't worth fuckin' livin'.
I HAVE A MESSAGE FOR MY HEADACHE:
FUCK YOU
... No, I don't feel better. I need to get on blood pressure meds or something. I'm going to loose my mind if this week keeps rattling on like it is.