you want nothing to w/me
it's been a while since i last updated.
nothing big has happened to me in a while. or at all for that matter.
i didn't post in october because that was a really bad month for me.
i was pissed at everyone and everything.
i turned 17 that month. i took my SATs that month.
i got in a big BAD mood and told someone that i hated them and other things i should have never said.
i was angry. at what? at who? i don't know. all i know is that i never want to become that person again.
i felt really distant from God though. i do know that. and once i had had enough of my bad luck, i went to conquerors for christ. i am a member, but do not always go to the meetings. and during october, that was one of the first meetings i went to this school year.
i felt so much better and things started looking up.
i am so thankful for God but never show my appreciation for His goodness.
it makes me feel so bad too.
i finally know what i want to do with my life.
i want to become a pharmacist. i took the college matchmaker thing on collegeboard.com and it said one of the ideal colleges for me would be cal state northridge. (i have to major in biochemistry, OUCH!) so i had my heart set on going to the place.
note: i made a decision not to go to a UC only a cal state
anyway, i got accpeted into CSUN, but i'm not sure if i want to go there now. it seems a bit too far and i was reading student reviews and a lot of them didn't like the school, so i applied to long beach also.
i don't want to go to cal state fullerton. it's too close to home and a lot of los altos alumni go there. i want to meet NEW people.
anyway, as of now, i am praying for CSULB.
in december, i am going to see mae, metro station and motion city soundtrack (:
HUZZAH!
so to say the least, my life has been looking up.
nothing big has happened to me in a while. or at all for that matter.
i didn't post in october because that was a really bad month for me.
i was pissed at everyone and everything.
i turned 17 that month. i took my SATs that month.
i got in a big BAD mood and told someone that i hated them and other things i should have never said.
i was angry. at what? at who? i don't know. all i know is that i never want to become that person again.
i felt really distant from God though. i do know that. and once i had had enough of my bad luck, i went to conquerors for christ. i am a member, but do not always go to the meetings. and during october, that was one of the first meetings i went to this school year.
i felt so much better and things started looking up.
i am so thankful for God but never show my appreciation for His goodness.
it makes me feel so bad too.
i finally know what i want to do with my life.
i want to become a pharmacist. i took the college matchmaker thing on collegeboard.com and it said one of the ideal colleges for me would be cal state northridge. (i have to major in biochemistry, OUCH!) so i had my heart set on going to the place.
note: i made a decision not to go to a UC only a cal state
anyway, i got accpeted into CSUN, but i'm not sure if i want to go there now. it seems a bit too far and i was reading student reviews and a lot of them didn't like the school, so i applied to long beach also.
i don't want to go to cal state fullerton. it's too close to home and a lot of los altos alumni go there. i want to meet NEW people.
anyway, as of now, i am praying for CSULB.
in december, i am going to see mae, metro station and motion city soundtrack (:
HUZZAH!
so to say the least, my life has been looking up.