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Turning 20 years old is a depressing thought.
It's only 8 months away. waaaaaaahhhhh....
8 months left of being a teenager. 8 months left of youth. innocence. being untainted by the world. i have 8 months left of thinking that i have my WHOLE life ahead of me. 8 months of anticipation and excitement for all the possibilities the future has to hold. for only 8 more months will people excuse me for messing up. after all, she's just a kid. 8 months of feeling younger than ever and not have to feel like with every ticking of the clock i'm getting old.
geez. if i'm like this at age 19, what will i be like at age 29. 39??
i can't imagine an old elina. elina is young and a little naive. how is it possible that i can still be me without this youth?
why do i not want to grow up?
things are nice now. i'm a 1st year in college, i still have many years ahead of me. but the fun is happening now. later i will be lonelier. less opportunity to be social. less excitement.
blah.
Well I had my ENGR3 midterm (intro to computer programming). It was okay. I made 1 mistake so far. But I have other things to concern myself with right now.
In fact, another midterm. Tomorrow morning.
Physics 2.
PS - Nintendo Fusion Tour. Panic! At the Disco. Fall Out Boy. Motion City Soundtrack. The Starting Line. Boys Night Out. Coming this Fall.
PPS - Panic!'s lead singer Brendon is younger than me...sigh...
"Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster"
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It's only 8 months away. waaaaaaahhhhh....
8 months left of being a teenager. 8 months left of youth. innocence. being untainted by the world. i have 8 months left of thinking that i have my WHOLE life ahead of me. 8 months of anticipation and excitement for all the possibilities the future has to hold. for only 8 more months will people excuse me for messing up. after all, she's just a kid. 8 months of feeling younger than ever and not have to feel like with every ticking of the clock i'm getting old.
geez. if i'm like this at age 19, what will i be like at age 29. 39??
i can't imagine an old elina. elina is young and a little naive. how is it possible that i can still be me without this youth?
why do i not want to grow up?
things are nice now. i'm a 1st year in college, i still have many years ahead of me. but the fun is happening now. later i will be lonelier. less opportunity to be social. less excitement.
blah.
Well I had my ENGR3 midterm (intro to computer programming). It was okay. I made 1 mistake so far. But I have other things to concern myself with right now.
In fact, another midterm. Tomorrow morning.
Physics 2.
PS - Nintendo Fusion Tour. Panic! At the Disco. Fall Out Boy. Motion City Soundtrack. The Starting Line. Boys Night Out. Coming this Fall.
PPS - Panic!'s lead singer Brendon is younger than me...sigh...
"Let's get these teen hearts beating, faster, faster"
__________