Feb 11, 2005 19:57
Did something very stupid last night. Lets just say its something that I would never expect myself to do. I dont even want to talk about it come to think of it.
ANYWAY.
me and jess are fighting, which is awesome because we work together. Last night when i got home..3 am..I was getting something to drink and she came in to make food and saw I was crying...and was like 'omg stop it..i cant take you anymore its so annoying...then she was like..No one feels sorry for you..yada yada yada. basically erin had to hold me back from attacking her. I mean im sure the fact that we were both drunk wasnt helping the situation...but she is so mean and I cant even handle that. Im going through so much and she keeps saying...i understand what you are going through..blah blah blah. AND SHE doesnt. She had her heart broken once..when she was 16 her boyfriend of 2 months left her for her best friend. And im not going to say that I can understand her pain..but dont tell me that you understand what its like to end a 2 and a half year relationship..just that in its self brings what i am going through on a completly different level...
grr. I left work early so i could go to the hospital and get my ear fixed. Ive been to the nurse on campus 5 times and she still cant get me to hear..i think shes doing something wrong though..
wish my ear luck...it needs it.