Oh golly
*Sigh*
I dunno what to do anymore... I have tried my best!! I really did!! But I can't change what God has put in my heart!!! ALL I WANT IS GOD!!! I will follow none other!!! I really just wish I didnt frig things up so bad!!
Now I have Linzi on my back making things worse with her "you need to fix things!" I have tried!!! I really have!!! But you dont think so huh? You don't understand do you? You dont understand that I do love you... I just CANT (not wont) like that!!!!! *sigh* Its NOT about you know who!! He isnt even in my life anymore!! He wanted me to choose b/w you and he... Just guess who I picked! When he asked, our promis went through my head and burned my ears and made my stummy turn! I knew it was the right thing..... *sigh* but you dont even....
I'm giving up... I don't wanna try anymore... I'm tired of crying about you! And I'm tired of feeling bad!!! I just wish!! I JUST WISH!!!
I'm so tired!!!
I'm running away! I'll be there... But I'm running away!
I just wanted you to know...
Thank you for praying for me ;) You know who you are!! I love ya girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I dunno what to do anymore... I have tried my best!! I really did!! But I can't change what God has put in my heart!!! ALL I WANT IS GOD!!! I will follow none other!!! I really just wish I didnt frig things up so bad!!
Now I have Linzi on my back making things worse with her "you need to fix things!" I have tried!!! I really have!!! But you dont think so huh? You don't understand do you? You dont understand that I do love you... I just CANT (not wont) like that!!!!! *sigh* Its NOT about you know who!! He isnt even in my life anymore!! He wanted me to choose b/w you and he... Just guess who I picked! When he asked, our promis went through my head and burned my ears and made my stummy turn! I knew it was the right thing..... *sigh* but you dont even....
I'm giving up... I don't wanna try anymore... I'm tired of crying about you! And I'm tired of feeling bad!!! I just wish!! I JUST WISH!!!
I'm so tired!!!
I'm running away! I'll be there... But I'm running away!
I just wanted you to know...
Thank you for praying for me ;) You know who you are!! I love ya girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!