So Its Over
We went to the Slam!donkulous double birthday costume Halloween party. I flirted with everybody and kissed this girl that everyone kisses. He got jealous and gave me an ultimatum. Come on, I said, I'm your girl; I'm going home with you. You cant do this, he said, you have to pick. I said, what if I don't pick you? He said, you have to pick.
Okay, I said, and went back to the party and did all the things I wanted to do before but hadn't done because I was a girlfriend. I thought he left but apparantly he stuck around and watched. I can remember kissing five of the people, and I've been told I kissed two more definitely.
I had a fantastic time. I had a really good conversation with this girl, and I feel like she's let me in. We're friends now, I think, or we will be soon.
If Kyle had just done what Josh ended up doing, he would have been fine. Josh put his hat on my head, kissed me a little, and let me toddle around swapping spit with whoever I wanted to, and I woke up next to Joshua. We hung around, cleaned up, he kissed me goodbye. "I'll be in town again in two weeks," he said. "Awesome," I said, "see you then."
I am way more happy than I really ought to be, esp. concerning how much I've hurt Kyle.
Today I saw a big squirrel EAT a baby squirrel. I was holding a care package from "the ladies of St. John's Episcopal".
Okay, I said, and went back to the party and did all the things I wanted to do before but hadn't done because I was a girlfriend. I thought he left but apparantly he stuck around and watched. I can remember kissing five of the people, and I've been told I kissed two more definitely.
I had a fantastic time. I had a really good conversation with this girl, and I feel like she's let me in. We're friends now, I think, or we will be soon.
If Kyle had just done what Josh ended up doing, he would have been fine. Josh put his hat on my head, kissed me a little, and let me toddle around swapping spit with whoever I wanted to, and I woke up next to Joshua. We hung around, cleaned up, he kissed me goodbye. "I'll be in town again in two weeks," he said. "Awesome," I said, "see you then."
I am way more happy than I really ought to be, esp. concerning how much I've hurt Kyle.
Today I saw a big squirrel EAT a baby squirrel. I was holding a care package from "the ladies of St. John's Episcopal".