Ok....
So i got over my sickness ...well getting over whats left of it... and um im pretty much set to go, yesturday was all in all a shitty day, since lea-ann pretty much completely let go of me and gave up on me, i am never going to go back to tiffany or talk to that girl , i might say hi but thats about it, shes the problem in my life ive realized and as long as i got my good friend will around , we will be set.
the night before last i pushed myself to go to work, so i could see stephanie...cause im a douchebag ...she was the motivation of the night, so i came home yesturday morning from work and crashed ...big time, i got up yesturday around noon to find out that it was a half day...so i did like 127 down rt 130 to get to wills in like 2.2 minutes ....we rolled up to the high school and rocked out to music for like 2 hours then we figured it wasnt a half day, so i beat my car for no reason :( makes me sad lol but my motor is so effin amazing ...cause its a toyota lol but so we went back to wills then to caits, she fed us, we were rushing back to the highschool and wills gmom picked us up ..... so after that we got to the highschool...and everyone gets off the bus ...and stephanie is missing...i was sad cause i pushed myself to go to work and stephanie was nowhere to be found ..sigh that made me sad so me and will walked lauren home and then we walked back to his house i think i got my hoodie he got his ...we went back to caits house and i slept for like an hour on her lap or something lol because i was so tired, afterwards we went for chinese food ...fucking stupid ass fortune cookies tell you alot guys ... ok so pretty much i came home and got online after that...logged into myspace like usual since thats what everyone does nowadays, i find a new message ...i read it...lauren pretty much sees no future with me at all, made me sad but brought alot of closure and stopped alot of wondering from my end, and i really appreciate her saying that to me. ok so next up i went over to lea-anns livejournal...and read the most depressing thing ever... which added onto more sadness :( and such... all in all yesturday was a fucking piece of shit for a day. i wish it didnt exist well maybe the fucking sands of time will wash it away or w/e the fuck wills fortune cookie said ... i fucking quit or something now. were gonna hope today is better because im no longer sick and im going to clean the sex and make it really pretty and hopefully finish up nicks car tonight and ill get to see stephanie today and such...hopefully and its gonna be a secksi day and whatever else needs to be done
today just better be fucking amazing instead of a piece of shit day
everyone else have a good day and ill post up tomorrow about how today went because im gonna start posting more
the night before last i pushed myself to go to work, so i could see stephanie...cause im a douchebag ...she was the motivation of the night, so i came home yesturday morning from work and crashed ...big time, i got up yesturday around noon to find out that it was a half day...so i did like 127 down rt 130 to get to wills in like 2.2 minutes ....we rolled up to the high school and rocked out to music for like 2 hours then we figured it wasnt a half day, so i beat my car for no reason :( makes me sad lol but my motor is so effin amazing ...cause its a toyota lol but so we went back to wills then to caits, she fed us, we were rushing back to the highschool and wills gmom picked us up ..... so after that we got to the highschool...and everyone gets off the bus ...and stephanie is missing...i was sad cause i pushed myself to go to work and stephanie was nowhere to be found ..sigh that made me sad so me and will walked lauren home and then we walked back to his house i think i got my hoodie he got his ...we went back to caits house and i slept for like an hour on her lap or something lol because i was so tired, afterwards we went for chinese food ...fucking stupid ass fortune cookies tell you alot guys ... ok so pretty much i came home and got online after that...logged into myspace like usual since thats what everyone does nowadays, i find a new message ...i read it...lauren pretty much sees no future with me at all, made me sad but brought alot of closure and stopped alot of wondering from my end, and i really appreciate her saying that to me. ok so next up i went over to lea-anns livejournal...and read the most depressing thing ever... which added onto more sadness :( and such... all in all yesturday was a fucking piece of shit for a day. i wish it didnt exist well maybe the fucking sands of time will wash it away or w/e the fuck wills fortune cookie said ... i fucking quit or something now. were gonna hope today is better because im no longer sick and im going to clean the sex and make it really pretty and hopefully finish up nicks car tonight and ill get to see stephanie today and such...hopefully and its gonna be a secksi day and whatever else needs to be done
today just better be fucking amazing instead of a piece of shit day
everyone else have a good day and ill post up tomorrow about how today went because im gonna start posting more