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So I was thinking the other day and it started off just being one of those thinking about what I have to do before I get back to school and then I became all reflective. It's weird how those types of thoughts have a strange way of sneaking up on you sometimes, ya know? Like where has this summer gone? It's already mid July I'm spending the weekend with Jena this weekend, which will be awesome. Next weekend I'm going to Ithaca with Brie, Jena, Francis and some other Fredonians. The following week I'm gonna prolly have enough money to buy the pool table and start doing some clothes shopping. Then it's August. Jena comes on the 11th to buy the dog, the 12th is the last day of Gates Rec, and the 13th I go back to Freddy so I can get the dog use to the house before everyone gets there. WHAT?!?! Where did the summer go? Yeah there's a lot of time left, but it's just crazy how fast things seem to be moving now and to think that a lot of the people that are big parts of my life now might potentially be there forever and there are others who use to be huge parts of my life might not even be considered someone I really know after another year. So weird, the weirdest part about the whole thing is that I'm not even sad about not seeing some people anymore. Not to sound cold, yeah it sucks that people fade, but they do. I don't know just strange I guess.

I don't know if I'm ready to go back to school yet. I hate to look forward to things cuz I don't wanna be let down in the end, but it's hard not to. I miss the guys and all there frikin' antics. I really miss Beaner and Maggie. It's gonna be soo nice to be able to see Jena everyday again, not to mention our house is gonna be AWESOME. So it's hard not to look forward to it.