Nov 22, 2003 09:56
Hey Guys! I haven't written in here in awhile. Living in my house is absolutely driving me insannnnne! I need to get outta here asap. Only a month left of this crap, and I'm livin in the NU dorms baby. I can't wait! I found a roommate which is cool, too. Besides that, I can't wait to find out exactly where I'm living. They're supposed to send the packets out on Dec 1st but ya know it will probably be later than that. Anyways, Jeff was showing A TON of attention to me last night. I'm a girl. I LOVE attention. The only issue is I don't care about Jeff paying attention to me. I would rather have Mark pay more attention. Sigh...I know its hard cuz he's in Boston and I'm here. But soon we'll both be in the same city and things will be a lot easier for the both of us. I love him so much. I think it scares me sometimes how deep my feelings for him run. A lot of my friends are starting to tell me not to go into my freshmen year of college with a boyfriend. But I love him, and I don't wanna give up a good thing, ya know? Or am I just completely nuts here? Oh well. I'm happy being with him, and he's happy with me. So, there's no point in ending things. We care and love each other so much. :-) That makes me sooooo happy! Anyways, I gotta get going. I need to "attempt" to clean my room cuz its filthy. Lol.
*~* LaTa *~*